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Big life changes approaching.

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 1, 2009, 5:56 PM


If you know me well, you know I hate my job.
I can't stand to be there, I can't stand the work I do, I can't stand the customers I provide service for. I can't stand their attitude and their rudeness and their lack of brain cells. Childish, ungrateful bastards, the lot of them. I wish I could smack them in the face with "You are the reason I hate my job. You're the reason I wake up every morning and dread the day ahead. People like you, who do the things you do. You should be thoroughly ashamed."
I've been there for quite a while, and I've had about enough. My company is enforcing policies soon that I cannot and will not abide by.
I came to my decision today; I'm quitting.
I have been considering this carefully over the last few weeks, turning it over in my mind and going over the pros and cons over and over again. I have found it's just not worth it. People should not hate their jobs the way I hate mine. The first thing I think when I walk in my front door in the evening is "Shit, I have to go to work again tomorrow." It's mentally draining and affects other aspects of my personal life.
That just isn't how it should be. Not wanting to go to work is one thing, being miserable because you have to go to work is another. The problem is, I cannot quit until I secure another job. And that is going to be quite the chore.
My best friend is also quitting. There are six of us, myself and her included, on my team of representatives that have decided that enough is enough this week. By this time next month, I'm guessing we'll all be gone.

The second change hits a bit closer to home, and is personal. Also something I have been mulling over for quite some time now. That I haven't come to a stone decision on yet, but I'm edging close. I'm not willing to disclose it here, but if you know me well enough you know exactly what I'm talking about.

This last month has been pretty much horrid, between work, health, and personal issues. Hopefully July will bring about a brighter side of things. I do have a vacation starting up on 7/9 at 5:30pm that stretches clear until 7/21 at 9:00am. That is, at least, something I can look forward to.

Things must start to smooth out soon.


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  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: Soloman Vandi from Blood Diamond
  • Watching: It rain. ._. Again.
  • Drinking: Cranberry juice
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whatever makes you happy. :hug:

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I guess I dun know you well enough


and good for you, I know youve been wanting to quit for awhile

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Sorry to hear about that, dear :\

I've got those nasty life changes ahead too, but hopefull they're all for the better :3

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I wish you best luck honey and sweet blessings that everything goes well!

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aww :hug: I hope everything works out for you!

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I'm hoping for all the best, Dai.

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Thank you so much for the feature! :thanks:

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:iconwhaigur808:
i know i haven't talked with you much lately, but i'm sorry to hear life is pretty crappy for you. i'm glad you are taking steps to make it better though :aww: maybe with the choice to move on from your job will make an answer for the second issue come easier. i'll be think happy thoughts at you.:hug: good luck on the new job :D

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Everyone needs a vacation now and again. Hope the job switch goes well too. Best of luck for all things :thumbsup:

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Aw sorry to hear that things have been so rubbish! I really hope that things improve for you my lovely
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